My name is Ellen. I am 22yrs. old and I recently lost my baby. I was only in my first trimester and 9wks along but the pain still hurts. I didn't have an actual miscarriage. I actually had what they called an "incomplete miscarriage" and they had to do a surgery to take my baby or "embryo" out of me. I am still recovering physically. but I don't think I will ever recover mentally.

My husband and I were hoping for a boy. It devistated him when he found out and he was there for me. My 3yr. old daughter was pretty hurt, too. She was wanting to be a big sister. Every now and then she will say things like "mommy your baby's dead" or "mommy are you bleeding." So it still affects me, but she was also there when I went in for the surgery.

I miss my baby every day and I will always miss him. Thank you for those who read my story and thank you SHARE for helping me vent I truly am greatful.